never again.

.

alot of things had happend for the past month.

ALOT.

1st: preparation for exams.
emo: frustrating.

because xiaoqi needa go to a camp in the midst of her exams.

which linked her to the..

2nd part of the month: Labour Day camp.
(by the church)
emo: over the rainbow





蒙了很多恩典. seriously yesh.
although alot of drama unfolded.
but xiaoqi came back beijing with a overwhelmed heart.

3rd: cat fight.
emo: mixed

which is also the highlight of the month. hahaha

it's ALL xiaoqi's fault.
and through this she really LEARNT alot.

it's been awhile since xiaoqi last threw her temper.
(ya she knows,
those that knew her long would be thinking "you gotta be kidding!".
but it's a fact! haha)

anyway, something got into her that week.
she felt so irritated with everything in her life!
every single thing.
from food, friends, studies, life, even God. ):
so the only thing she can do was to avoid everything
and threw herself into the sea of youku.com.
and this,
draw the curtains of the upcoming
"Drama".

misunderstanding. zero-communication.
avoidance. faults. shouting. tears.
broken hearts. worrying hearts.
etc.
.
.
yes, this was what happened to the 3 of them.
.
.
in other people's point of views,
this must be really BAD. UNNECESSARY. CHILDISH. DRAMATIC. etc
but u know what, xiaoqi is really glad it happened.

God is watching over them when they were having all the disputes.
He had allowed things to head this way,
since it's His work, then it must have been the best solution.
it was, indeed.
.
.
God had made xiaoqi realised how blessed they are in the family of Chirst.
.
Because they are in God,
they have love for one another,
they shared common standard,
they overcomed the fear of confrontation,
they see the need to collide their hearts.
.
because they can always have God to fall onto,
and love for each other,
they were able to scream and shout and bare their hearts.
they have no fears,
the fears that many will have,
the fear that a broken mirror,
will never be the same again.
.
.
they reconciled.
not because they had no choice,
not because they had to continue living with one another,
not because for the sake of friendship,
etc etc

.
.
it's because,
family always reconcile no matter what happens.
especially in the family-of-christ.
(:

p/s: from now on, i will really quit this habit of sudden temper.
pls pray for me.

pp/s: to the other 2, i realised i really treasured both of u!
*hugs*

ppp/s: i miss my family. ):
*love*

next up: hangeng's mom's 饺子 store pics! (: